Thursday, July 15, 2010
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
The Punishment Box!
Master has for me and my smart ass mouth a punishment box. It is a small container filled with 62 different punishments that I will probably end up performing at least once each. Not because I want to, I'm just being honest!
If I break a rule, mouth back (not much of a problem now), etc, Master determines how many punishments I need to perform. I then take out 1, 2, 3 etc punishments. Master reads them to me, and they cannot go back into the box until I complete them. Master says that I picked them, so I must want to do them.
The punishment box has been around for a few days, and I have racked up quite a lot of punishments. Sometimes, Master will punish me with pain on the spot, but the fear of what I will pull out of the box seems to be more anxiety for me, then the pain on the spot punishment.
So would you like to know what punishments I have done already for forgetting to say Master, for swearing, those are my major hangups, and I am really trying to learn. So here they are, the punishments I have completed and the grade that Master gave me. If I get an F, I have to pull another punishment out of the box. Master will use the grades to determine what I need work on, and whether I am improving.
Punishments:
Slap Pussy with Paint Stick 5 times: B-
Wax on Tits: D (need to build up a tolerance)
Flick Nipples Twice: D (to be fair, they had been overly abused just before the punishment)
Slap Face Twice REAL HARD: A (Master says he'll do it harder next time)
Clean the Toilet while Naked and leashed to the bathroom: D (my fibro had a reaction to the chemicals and we had to stop, next time it will be with just soap and water)
Master watches porn/chat/mags and cums while Slave watches, Slave cannot participate or touch herself: C (I kept trying to suck Master'
s cock)
Slave Slap her own Pussy 5 times with Paint stick: C (Master said it wasn't hard enough)
Eat Master's cum out of a cat dish: B (he took pictures and videos of it)
Mind Game, Master feeds Slave blindfolded with different foods: B (he made me eat a spoonful of horseradish sauce and a spoonful of tabasco!)
I am currently charged with the following punishments that need to be completed within 24 hours of receiving them (or sooner if Master chooses), except where stated:
Denied Orgasm for 48 hours ( I hate this one badly)
Journal My Next 24 hours (I just don't know where I will find the time, besides, my life isn't very exciting until Master comes home)
Slave must take pictures of herself doing tasks naked, then photoshop them, print them, and present them to Master as an apology for being dirty slutty disobedient slave.
Slave will remove all toys from chest and make sure they are super clean.
Slave will take a mile walk. (guess that will help with weight loss, I hate exercise)
Slave will take a triple sized enema and hold it for three minutes, then allowed to release and clean up. The will take an inflatable butt plug in her ass, and it will stay there for a full day, with Master playing with the controls.
Slave is to eat 10 Green Butter Rum Balls in a 2 hour period and be ready to submit to 5 more punishments that Master will pick just after the first Rum Ball is eaten.
Repeat Punishment (Dammit): Slave will Remain at Attention, on knees, as Master cums getting off on chat/porn/mags etc. Slave will not be allowed to participate or touch herself.
I guess looking at what I still have to accomplish... I am a really bad girl. If I could just remember to say Master every time I speak. Or in the words of Master maybe I "Just need to Shut the Fuck up!!!" I actually noted on my sheet that a muzzle may be in order. I'm not sure I want that though.
So Master is always looking for new punishments to add to the box. If you would like to suggest to him some or give us comments on the punishments listed here, please contact Master at BDSMMasterandslave@gmail.com
Thank you Sirs & Ma'ams for your time and attention,
Sinfully Red
If I break a rule, mouth back (not much of a problem now), etc, Master determines how many punishments I need to perform. I then take out 1, 2, 3 etc punishments. Master reads them to me, and they cannot go back into the box until I complete them. Master says that I picked them, so I must want to do them.
The punishment box has been around for a few days, and I have racked up quite a lot of punishments. Sometimes, Master will punish me with pain on the spot, but the fear of what I will pull out of the box seems to be more anxiety for me, then the pain on the spot punishment.
So would you like to know what punishments I have done already for forgetting to say Master, for swearing, those are my major hangups, and I am really trying to learn. So here they are, the punishments I have completed and the grade that Master gave me. If I get an F, I have to pull another punishment out of the box. Master will use the grades to determine what I need work on, and whether I am improving.
Punishments:
Slap Pussy with Paint Stick 5 times: B-
Wax on Tits: D (need to build up a tolerance)
Flick Nipples Twice: D (to be fair, they had been overly abused just before the punishment)
Slap Face Twice REAL HARD: A (Master says he'll do it harder next time)
Clean the Toilet while Naked and leashed to the bathroom: D (my fibro had a reaction to the chemicals and we had to stop, next time it will be with just soap and water)
Master watches porn/chat/mags and cums while Slave watches, Slave cannot participate or touch herself: C (I kept trying to suck Master'
s cock)Slave Slap her own Pussy 5 times with Paint stick: C (Master said it wasn't hard enough)
Eat Master's cum out of a cat dish: B (he took pictures and videos of it)
Mind Game, Master feeds Slave blindfolded with different foods: B (he made me eat a spoonful of horseradish sauce and a spoonful of tabasco!)
I am currently charged with the following punishments that need to be completed within 24 hours of receiving them (or sooner if Master chooses), except where stated:
Denied Orgasm for 48 hours ( I hate this one badly)
Journal My Next 24 hours (I just don't know where I will find the time, besides, my life isn't very exciting until Master comes home)
Slave must take pictures of herself doing tasks naked, then photoshop them, print them, and present them to Master as an apology for being dirty slutty disobedient slave.
Slave will remove all toys from chest and make sure they are super clean.
Slave will take a mile walk. (guess that will help with weight loss, I hate exercise)
Slave will take a triple sized enema and hold it for three minutes, then allowed to release and clean up. The will take an inflatable butt plug in her ass, and it will stay there for a full day, with Master playing with the controls.
Slave is to eat 10 Green Butter Rum Balls in a 2 hour period and be ready to submit to 5 more punishments that Master will pick just after the first Rum Ball is eaten.
Repeat Punishment (Dammit): Slave will Remain at Attention, on knees, as Master cums getting off on chat/porn/mags etc. Slave will not be allowed to participate or touch herself.
I guess looking at what I still have to accomplish... I am a really bad girl. If I could just remember to say Master every time I speak. Or in the words of Master maybe I "Just need to Shut the Fuck up!!!" I actually noted on my sheet that a muzzle may be in order. I'm not sure I want that though.
So Master is always looking for new punishments to add to the box. If you would like to suggest to him some or give us comments on the punishments listed here, please contact Master at BDSMMasterandslave@gmail.com
Thank you Sirs & Ma'ams for your time and attention,
Sinfully Red
Food Control
This week Master will be experimenting with "Food Control". I need to get healthy, I need to lose weight, and Master has decided I need help with that. He and I have joked that he should "lend" me out to a Master in exchange for him/her paying for my plastic surgery to remove all my hanging skin, from losing 100 pounds a few years ago. LOL!
Master is putting me on a puree/liquid diet. I can only have pureed food or full on liquids. I already can't have carbonated drinks (for health reasons), and that stressed me out when I was told that! I miss my Dr. Pepper and Mt. Dew!!!
Back to the task at hand... food. The lack there of. The need to lose weight. The need to get healthy. The fly in the ointment.... the rest of the house is going to be eating normally. All of the temptations are there! I have to pretend they aren't there!
Master took me shopping, and to my dismay, most pureed type food is sweet (he checks the labels) and mostly fruit or dairy based products. Master walked me to the baby food isle and made me choose the different baby foods I would be eating. When I was finished picking, he then pick what he wanted me to have, ewwwww! He picked some real gross items. We also picked some soup, he was very picky, if it had chunks of food in it, it was a no. We grabbed yogurt and apple sauce as well. I was concerned for savory and protein. I asked for re-fried beans and Master was not agreeing. I was able to beg enough to get one can of re-fried beans.
The next kicker to this... I have to eat my dinner naked, out of a cat dish. I cannot eat with spoons, utensils. Some Master's would have me eat all my food out of the cat dish. Leave a comment for Master to let him know what you think about this.
Next kicker is that once the food has been opened, I have to eat all of it, even if I don't like it. I can't have anything else to eat, until I eat what is in my bowl. This is going to be hard for me. Master bought a lot of veggie baby food, I hate most vegetables.
The last kicker, I don't get to choose what to eat. Master has laid out what I can have to eat. Today I am allowed (coffee, tea, water, lemonade to drink) Creme of Wheat for breakfast, a yogurt for lunch, applesauce for snack, and he will determine dinner after I pass inspection and all my chores/homework is completed and looked over.
So, how do I feel about this. I have mixed feelings. I want to eat what I want to eat. However, in doing so, I gained 30 pounds after my huge weight loss. I am going to miss crunch! Sometimes you just have to have that crunch. Mush for a week is not getting me excited! I know I need to lose the weight and get healthy again. I know that I need help in doing so. I also know that Master is using this tool for other purposes as well. I'm still being trained. I'm very willful, which means harsher tasks and punishments.
Eating my dinner with no utensils, out of a cat dish... well I have already eaten cum out of that dish. As long as it's not cat food, and it's still people food, I think I can handle it. I can see eating out of the cat dish can actually be a help to me. Do I want to leave to the bedroom to eat, alone? Do I want to eat what Master says I will need to eat if I am hungry? Do I want to eat out of the cat dish? Maybe, this will cause me to eat, only when I truly am hungry. Maybe this is a good training tool. If I am truly hungry, I will eat the veggies. If I am truly hungry, I will endure the loneliness (no eating in front of the TV). If I am truly hungry, I won't care what kind of dish it is in.
I know once we really get started (just had bfast), I will be blogging more about this week long journey in Food Control. Master says he may make this a month long task, depending on how I am health wise and weight wise.
Have any of you had to endure Food Control? How did you do? Were you successful. Masters are there any suggestions you have?
Contact Master at BDSMMasterandslave@gmail.com
Thank you Sirs & Ma'ams for your time and attention.
Sinfully Red
Master is putting me on a puree/liquid diet. I can only have pureed food or full on liquids. I already can't have carbonated drinks (for health reasons), and that stressed me out when I was told that! I miss my Dr. Pepper and Mt. Dew!!!
Back to the task at hand... food. The lack there of. The need to lose weight. The need to get healthy. The fly in the ointment.... the rest of the house is going to be eating normally. All of the temptations are there! I have to pretend they aren't there!
Master took me shopping, and to my dismay, most pureed type food is sweet (he checks the labels) and mostly fruit or dairy based products. Master walked me to the baby food isle and made me choose the different baby foods I would be eating. When I was finished picking, he then pick what he wanted me to have, ewwwww! He picked some real gross items. We also picked some soup, he was very picky, if it had chunks of food in it, it was a no. We grabbed yogurt and apple sauce as well. I was concerned for savory and protein. I asked for re-fried beans and Master was not agreeing. I was able to beg enough to get one can of re-fried beans.
The next kicker to this... I have to eat my dinner naked, out of a cat dish. I cannot eat with spoons, utensils. Some Master's would have me eat all my food out of the cat dish. Leave a comment for Master to let him know what you think about this.
Next kicker is that once the food has been opened, I have to eat all of it, even if I don't like it. I can't have anything else to eat, until I eat what is in my bowl. This is going to be hard for me. Master bought a lot of veggie baby food, I hate most vegetables.
The last kicker, I don't get to choose what to eat. Master has laid out what I can have to eat. Today I am allowed (coffee, tea, water, lemonade to drink) Creme of Wheat for breakfast, a yogurt for lunch, applesauce for snack, and he will determine dinner after I pass inspection and all my chores/homework is completed and looked over.
So, how do I feel about this. I have mixed feelings. I want to eat what I want to eat. However, in doing so, I gained 30 pounds after my huge weight loss. I am going to miss crunch! Sometimes you just have to have that crunch. Mush for a week is not getting me excited! I know I need to lose the weight and get healthy again. I know that I need help in doing so. I also know that Master is using this tool for other purposes as well. I'm still being trained. I'm very willful, which means harsher tasks and punishments.
Eating my dinner with no utensils, out of a cat dish... well I have already eaten cum out of that dish. As long as it's not cat food, and it's still people food, I think I can handle it. I can see eating out of the cat dish can actually be a help to me. Do I want to leave to the bedroom to eat, alone? Do I want to eat what Master says I will need to eat if I am hungry? Do I want to eat out of the cat dish? Maybe, this will cause me to eat, only when I truly am hungry. Maybe this is a good training tool. If I am truly hungry, I will eat the veggies. If I am truly hungry, I will endure the loneliness (no eating in front of the TV). If I am truly hungry, I won't care what kind of dish it is in.
I know once we really get started (just had bfast), I will be blogging more about this week long journey in Food Control. Master says he may make this a month long task, depending on how I am health wise and weight wise.
Have any of you had to endure Food Control? How did you do? Were you successful. Masters are there any suggestions you have?
Contact Master at BDSMMasterandslave@gmail.com
Thank you Sirs & Ma'ams for your time and attention.
Sinfully Red
Monday, July 12, 2010
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Cuming in Public
My Slave name for this blog is Sinfully Red. I am currently in a committed relationship, in which BDSM is becoming our way of life. Currently Master is training me, and trying to get me to break and become completely submissive to him.
Master has demanded of me to blog, to help with fear of being embarrassed/humiliated, certain events that happen to me. Today he has told me to blog about my experience yesterday in a local grocery store.
After I had prepared for inspectio
n, I got into position to be inspected by Master. He spread my ass cheeks apart and played with my asshole. After meeting his approval, he had me stand at attention as he spread my legs and started to push a very cold, metal anal hook into my ass. It felt so good to go in. I was happy to have it in my ass and actually rotated my hips so I could feel it move.
Master tied the anal hook to my bra, which forced me to walk very proper and keep my eyes forward. Master then took me to a 99 cent store, where I swore people could tell under my clothes that it was there. I leaned over to look at something and the anal hook shifted, it was started to rub up against my g spot.
We then entered a pet store, where seeing the collars and such got me a little worked up. I loved looking at leashes. Then Master kinda bumped my ass and this surge of pleasure raged in my body. Master has been teaching me that Pain is Pleasure and that all pain eventually builds to an awesome orgasm. So I don't know if it was pain that I felt or if it was pure pleasure, but I know I really enjoyed it.
Master made me walk everywhere we went. The hook kept rubbing my g spot and I started to get very horny. I had walked into the grocery store and I was very embarrassed, I really felt everyone knew it was in my ass, and worse I knew my face was going flush, and that was telling them I was getting off on it.
I was able to keep my whimpers to myself, until Master entered the grocery store. He came behind me and bumped my anal hook and I almost hit the floor with pleasure. He could see the intensity in my eyes and knew what to do next. He continued to bump into the anal hook. I couldn't stop him!! I mean, Master controls me, not the other way around.
Master then gave me this bump and I realized I was so close to orgasm. I started to pull away from Master, and he demanded I tell him what my actions and looks meant. I told him I was about to cum. He smiled. I told him that I was too scared to cum in front of all these people. He said that was something I needed to work on. I felt the anxiety rise. People are going to know, what if I make noise? " I don't want to cum in here Master!!!"
Fortunately, Master knows what is best for me. He pushed on that anal hook a couple of more times, and my pussy gushed. I was having an orgasm, in a full grocery store, without anything in my pussy or touching my clit. This was an ass/gspot orgasm. This was a public orgasm.
Master caught me with his evil grin, as the orgasm almost took me to the floor. Tears came down my face from embarrassment. I told Master I felt humiliated and what if people think I am a slut/whore, and he said that I was a slut/whore.
It was an amazing orgasm! Could I do it again? I don't know, but Master will probably find a way.
My Master is looking to find and talk to other Masters about techniques and other options, maybe even some classes. If you know of any, please contact him at BDSMMasterandSlave@gmail.com
Master has demanded of me to blog, to help with fear of being embarrassed/humiliated, certain events that happen to me. Today he has told me to blog about my experience yesterday in a local grocery store.
After I had prepared for inspectio
n, I got into position to be inspected by Master. He spread my ass cheeks apart and played with my asshole. After meeting his approval, he had me stand at attention as he spread my legs and started to push a very cold, metal anal hook into my ass. It felt so good to go in. I was happy to have it in my ass and actually rotated my hips so I could feel it move.Master tied the anal hook to my bra, which forced me to walk very proper and keep my eyes forward. Master then took me to a 99 cent store, where I swore people could tell under my clothes that it was there. I leaned over to look at something and the anal hook shifted, it was started to rub up against my g spot.
We then entered a pet store, where seeing the collars and such got me a little worked up. I loved looking at leashes. Then Master kinda bumped my ass and this surge of pleasure raged in my body. Master has been teaching me that Pain is Pleasure and that all pain eventually builds to an awesome orgasm. So I don't know if it was pain that I felt or if it was pure pleasure, but I know I really enjoyed it.
Master made me walk everywhere we went. The hook kept rubbing my g spot and I started to get very horny. I had walked into the grocery store and I was very embarrassed, I really felt everyone knew it was in my ass, and worse I knew my face was going flush, and that was telling them I was getting off on it.
I was able to keep my whimpers to myself, until Master entered the grocery store. He came behind me and bumped my anal hook and I almost hit the floor with pleasure. He could see the intensity in my eyes and knew what to do next. He continued to bump into the anal hook. I couldn't stop him!! I mean, Master controls me, not the other way around.
Master then gave me this bump and I realized I was so close to orgasm. I started to pull away from Master, and he demanded I tell him what my actions and looks meant. I told him I was about to cum. He smiled. I told him that I was too scared to cum in front of all these people. He said that was something I needed to work on. I felt the anxiety rise. People are going to know, what if I make noise? " I don't want to cum in here Master!!!"
Fortunately, Master knows what is best for me. He pushed on that anal hook a couple of more times, and my pussy gushed. I was having an orgasm, in a full grocery store, without anything in my pussy or touching my clit. This was an ass/gspot orgasm. This was a public orgasm.
Master caught me with his evil grin, as the orgasm almost took me to the floor. Tears came down my face from embarrassment. I told Master I felt humiliated and what if people think I am a slut/whore, and he said that I was a slut/whore.
It was an amazing orgasm! Could I do it again? I don't know, but Master will probably find a way.
My Master is looking to find and talk to other Masters about techniques and other options, maybe even some classes. If you know of any, please contact him at BDSMMasterandSlave@gmail.com
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