Sir/Ma'am,
I really don't feel like sharing today. I am in a total mental and physical funk. I am not sure how I got to this point. It is definitely the cause of more than one thing, I would think. Sleep was horrible, uncomfortable, barely there. I woke up just not happy at all. I wanted to just go back to sleep and hope to not wake up for a couple of days.
I suppose some of it has to do with Master not being here last night, but I don't think that is the main reason, because I was in my routine and I was doing well. Perhaps it's because I forgot my medicine last night. Perhaps it's the fact that I don't want to meet a friend for coffee today. I am not sure. My mind is not clear and usually I can figure out how I get where I am at and all I see is a gray fog that seems to be growing. It reminds me of the "Nothing". Now we will see people's age/geek factor to that reference!
So until I find a name... I guess this fog will just keep growing. I pray for the safety and sanity of those around me as I try to figure my way out of this one.
Thank you for your time and attention, Sir/Ma'am.
sinfully red
www.sinfullyred.blogspot.com
BDSMMasterandslave@gmail.com
jueves, 5 de agosto de 2010
miércoles, 4 de agosto de 2010
Mentors?
Sir/Ma'am,
Master and I have met three couples that we seem to have a common link with. Two of them are more openly active and we have reached out to them for some mentorship. To be honest, I am not quite sure what it means to have a mentor in the community. I don't know what is expected of either side.
Master, of course, does all the talking with the other Doms. I just feel like I still don't know what we are doing. It's nice to have people who are in the same area of the community and have some of the same goals.
As a slave and a bottom's bottom, I am not sure how to address other subs/slaves/bottoms etc. I also know that Sir/Ma'am is universal way to address a Dom/Top/Master but what about a switch? I'm kinda confused. I need order, rules, and guidelines in my life to help keep my Fibro and my submissiveness in check.
Because of my Fibro, I am not able to comprehend reading large amounts of information. However, wouldn't it be great if there was a handbook out there already???
From talking to some others, it seems that each community has it's own set of guidelines or rules. Wouldn't it be cool to get the Doms together to write a handbook on what it is to be a Dom/Top/Master in San Diego? After it is written have the subs/bottoms/slaves write a book on how to act as their role in San Diego? It's just a thought.
It would be nice to see very concise information on the community in each area. I guess I am nervous that having a mentor means the relationship between Master and I will change, and I'm not for that. I like having him to myself and want him to like me only having him. I know that in the very far future there is talk of experimenting, but I like where we are now.
I think I am open to clothed interaction with a mentor or friends. Maybe even some nudity, but I am not ready to let someone touch me intimately like Master does, if that makes sense. I know that in the past I have written of just wanting to be touched, but that's all. It's the idea that turns me on more than the act... that's what fantasies are for. It brings the "what if" into play.
So if I have a mentor or two... what is my obligation to them? What is their obligation to me? I haven't talked to anyone who has a mentor, or at least we haven't discussed that part of their lifestyle. I am interested to find out how mentorships tend to work with others out there.
Now, I will say that last night that our mentor, Mr. Inuncio, came into the mix. It was torture, and it was fun! Master had rolled me tightly in our comforter and then tied rope around me. I had my hood & blindfold on and Master just sat there reading his email and doing his thing online.
All of a sudden his cell phone went off. It was Mr. Inuncio had called to make a first contact with Master since seeing him last week. I told Master to tell him I said hi, and I got a ball gag in my mouth! I kept hearing Master say, "yes, definitely, exactly, thank you, I'll have to try that" My head was spinning wondering what our mentor was telling Master. I wasn't able to ask!
Master would beat me with the riding crop while he was talking to Mr. Inuncio. At one point I could hear our mentors voice and all I kept hearing him say was piss! What?!?!? Okay... now I wanted to be a part of this conversation and I couldn't be. I couldn't ask what was being said, I couldn't put in my two cents!
It was a pretty long conversation (Master doesn't do well on the phone) and when I got out, Master hardly mentioned anything that was said. Great. So, I am scared, worried and intrigued all at the same time. I am wondering what Master and Mr. Inuncio have in store for me now!
Well, I have some chores to do, including working on some pictures, I appreciate the time and attention that you have given me by reading this, Sir/Ma'am.
Sinfully Red
www.sinfullyred.blogspot.com
BDSMMasterandslave@gmail.com
Master and I have met three couples that we seem to have a common link with. Two of them are more openly active and we have reached out to them for some mentorship. To be honest, I am not quite sure what it means to have a mentor in the community. I don't know what is expected of either side.
Master, of course, does all the talking with the other Doms. I just feel like I still don't know what we are doing. It's nice to have people who are in the same area of the community and have some of the same goals.
As a slave and a bottom's bottom, I am not sure how to address other subs/slaves/bottoms etc. I also know that Sir/Ma'am is universal way to address a Dom/Top/Master but what about a switch? I'm kinda confused. I need order, rules, and guidelines in my life to help keep my Fibro and my submissiveness in check.
Because of my Fibro, I am not able to comprehend reading large amounts of information. However, wouldn't it be great if there was a handbook out there already???
From talking to some others, it seems that each community has it's own set of guidelines or rules. Wouldn't it be cool to get the Doms together to write a handbook on what it is to be a Dom/Top/Master in San Diego? After it is written have the subs/bottoms/slaves write a book on how to act as their role in San Diego? It's just a thought.
It would be nice to see very concise information on the community in each area. I guess I am nervous that having a mentor means the relationship between Master and I will change, and I'm not for that. I like having him to myself and want him to like me only having him. I know that in the very far future there is talk of experimenting, but I like where we are now.
I think I am open to clothed interaction with a mentor or friends. Maybe even some nudity, but I am not ready to let someone touch me intimately like Master does, if that makes sense. I know that in the past I have written of just wanting to be touched, but that's all. It's the idea that turns me on more than the act... that's what fantasies are for. It brings the "what if" into play.
So if I have a mentor or two... what is my obligation to them? What is their obligation to me? I haven't talked to anyone who has a mentor, or at least we haven't discussed that part of their lifestyle. I am interested to find out how mentorships tend to work with others out there.
Now, I will say that last night that our mentor, Mr. Inuncio, came into the mix. It was torture, and it was fun! Master had rolled me tightly in our comforter and then tied rope around me. I had my hood & blindfold on and Master just sat there reading his email and doing his thing online.
All of a sudden his cell phone went off. It was Mr. Inuncio had called to make a first contact with Master since seeing him last week. I told Master to tell him I said hi, and I got a ball gag in my mouth! I kept hearing Master say, "yes, definitely, exactly, thank you, I'll have to try that" My head was spinning wondering what our mentor was telling Master. I wasn't able to ask!
Master would beat me with the riding crop while he was talking to Mr. Inuncio. At one point I could hear our mentors voice and all I kept hearing him say was piss! What?!?!? Okay... now I wanted to be a part of this conversation and I couldn't be. I couldn't ask what was being said, I couldn't put in my two cents!
It was a pretty long conversation (Master doesn't do well on the phone) and when I got out, Master hardly mentioned anything that was said. Great. So, I am scared, worried and intrigued all at the same time. I am wondering what Master and Mr. Inuncio have in store for me now!
Well, I have some chores to do, including working on some pictures, I appreciate the time and attention that you have given me by reading this, Sir/Ma'am.
Sinfully Red
www.sinfullyred.blogspot.com
BDSMMasterandslave@gmail.com
martes, 3 de agosto de 2010
lunes, 2 de agosto de 2010
domingo, 1 de agosto de 2010
My First Beat & Greet!
Sir/Ma'am,
I attended my first Beat & Greet this last Friday!!! I have been to a fetish club with Master before, so I was kinda expecting that. However, the BDSM scene isn't as forward in San Diego, as it is in Los Angeles.
We drove to the location it was being held. It wasn't too hard to know where because we saw people outside the door that we were pretty sure going to the same place we were. Master and I wore all black, so that no matter what everyone else was wearing we would fit in LOL!
We went through the door person (keeping track of how many, only 50 people at a time). We went up the elevator to the door. Master and I looked at each other and he opened the door. Wow, very very tiny! It was a flat turned into a nice little BDSM retreat. We filled out the paperwork and started to walk around. We saw the cross and many different floggers/whips. We saw many spanking/punishment furniture. We saw a cage with the padding on top. There were restraints, paddles and such along the wall.
There was a medical scene there with an exam table, a dentist chair and many many medical toys. Then the furthest room had a place to do knot work, and suspension. We sat there most of the night.
After we sat down, a gal and her two friends came into the area. The gal started practicing particular restraint knots and then more detailed knots. She answered some questions and took volunteers. My pussy was very wet at the time and I so wanted to volunteer, but Master hadn't given me permission to be vocal. At one point the gals needed some help with working the pulley. Master jumped in to help. He was now part of the scene and I could feel my pussy lips swell, I even felt a little woozy. He pulled on that chain and made that gal straighten up and become unable to move. I was so turned on. I don't know if it was because he could do that to me, or that Master was in a scene with others. I have thought about it and still am unsure.
There was a gal who seemed to need an awful lot of attention. She seemed to want everything done to her. So it got a little too focused about her than learning new knots. Master and I decided to look around. We saw a gal who was bent over in a spanking position where about 5 different people were touching her. I was amazed at how open everyone was. Some people stay clothed while playing and some were naked. They were comfortable with their bodies. I mean this wasn't a model shoot for Taboo or anything. There were all types of bodies, attitudes, personalities, etc. For the most part everyone seemed to be comfortable with their bodies, except for me. I wanted to participate a little, but was ok with Master not engaging us in any play, because I was uncomfortable with how I would look.
I was not the shortest, fattest, most pale, etc... yet I thought these people, all of them, would think I was ugly, unattractive, wishing I would put my clothes back on. So I am glad we didn't take them off to begin with.
For a while we sat on this padded ottoman that obviously double as some kind of kink play area. There we watched a friend we had made on Fetlife show a couple of people the different types of floggers and how they feel when used correctly.
After a while we ended up over near the cage. Master ended up sitting on it for a while. The all of a sudden a few people shove this girl in the cage under him. Master and I were interested. I kept looking down at the cage and she kept showing her crotch. Master got down to have a look. Master and I wish we had a bigger place so we could have a cage. Seeing it being used seemed to increase that wish.
My feet were sore in my boots, so Master lifted me up onto the cage. The whole time we were there we really didn't interact/talk to too many people, and Master was there to get advise and share. He finally heard a conversation that gave him the open door. He introduced himself to this guy. Next thing I know the guy introduces himself to me and begins to talk about how to make this lifestyle 24/7. He was in a committed relationship and they are 24/7.
While talking to Master he wanted to show him how to immediately put me into a submissive mode. He told me to get on my knees in front of Master. I did. I was looking directly at Master's crotch in front of all of these people. I was a little embarrassed, but it was starting to melt away. The guy then showed Master how to control me easily by grabbing the back of my head and moving my head around. When he was doing that, I caught a glimpse of Master. He was looking down at me and I could see he was very interested in implementing what he was learning. It was just a quick look, but I could see it and that is all it took. I didn't care where I was... I wanted to feel like that again. That look is what I wanted and pleasing Master is all I cared about. Just typing this is causing the feeling all over again. When he was done, the guy said so, but I stayed there on my knees looking up at Master, waiting for his next command. It felt like I was begging with my eyes to him to control me and command me to do something that would please him. The guy then said see now she is waiting for your next command, she is in a submissive mode. Master told me to get up and I did.
It looked like it was time to wrap up and leave so, with that little bit of advise, Master and I left our first Beat & Greet. We are now learning of more meetings/club dates/munches. I am wondering what they will be like and how more submissive I can be to Master.
Thank you to those who held the event and to those who talked to us and gave us advise.
Thank you for your time and attention, Sir/Ma'am.
Sinfully Red
www.sinfullyred.blogspot.com
BDSMMasterandslave@gmail.com
I attended my first Beat & Greet this last Friday!!! I have been to a fetish club with Master before, so I was kinda expecting that. However, the BDSM scene isn't as forward in San Diego, as it is in Los Angeles.
We drove to the location it was being held. It wasn't too hard to know where because we saw people outside the door that we were pretty sure going to the same place we were. Master and I wore all black, so that no matter what everyone else was wearing we would fit in LOL!
We went through the door person (keeping track of how many, only 50 people at a time). We went up the elevator to the door. Master and I looked at each other and he opened the door. Wow, very very tiny! It was a flat turned into a nice little BDSM retreat. We filled out the paperwork and started to walk around. We saw the cross and many different floggers/whips. We saw many spanking/punishment furniture. We saw a cage with the padding on top. There were restraints, paddles and such along the wall.
There was a medical scene there with an exam table, a dentist chair and many many medical toys. Then the furthest room had a place to do knot work, and suspension. We sat there most of the night.
After we sat down, a gal and her two friends came into the area. The gal started practicing particular restraint knots and then more detailed knots. She answered some questions and took volunteers. My pussy was very wet at the time and I so wanted to volunteer, but Master hadn't given me permission to be vocal. At one point the gals needed some help with working the pulley. Master jumped in to help. He was now part of the scene and I could feel my pussy lips swell, I even felt a little woozy. He pulled on that chain and made that gal straighten up and become unable to move. I was so turned on. I don't know if it was because he could do that to me, or that Master was in a scene with others. I have thought about it and still am unsure.
There was a gal who seemed to need an awful lot of attention. She seemed to want everything done to her. So it got a little too focused about her than learning new knots. Master and I decided to look around. We saw a gal who was bent over in a spanking position where about 5 different people were touching her. I was amazed at how open everyone was. Some people stay clothed while playing and some were naked. They were comfortable with their bodies. I mean this wasn't a model shoot for Taboo or anything. There were all types of bodies, attitudes, personalities, etc. For the most part everyone seemed to be comfortable with their bodies, except for me. I wanted to participate a little, but was ok with Master not engaging us in any play, because I was uncomfortable with how I would look.
I was not the shortest, fattest, most pale, etc... yet I thought these people, all of them, would think I was ugly, unattractive, wishing I would put my clothes back on. So I am glad we didn't take them off to begin with.
For a while we sat on this padded ottoman that obviously double as some kind of kink play area. There we watched a friend we had made on Fetlife show a couple of people the different types of floggers and how they feel when used correctly.
After a while we ended up over near the cage. Master ended up sitting on it for a while. The all of a sudden a few people shove this girl in the cage under him. Master and I were interested. I kept looking down at the cage and she kept showing her crotch. Master got down to have a look. Master and I wish we had a bigger place so we could have a cage. Seeing it being used seemed to increase that wish.
My feet were sore in my boots, so Master lifted me up onto the cage. The whole time we were there we really didn't interact/talk to too many people, and Master was there to get advise and share. He finally heard a conversation that gave him the open door. He introduced himself to this guy. Next thing I know the guy introduces himself to me and begins to talk about how to make this lifestyle 24/7. He was in a committed relationship and they are 24/7.
While talking to Master he wanted to show him how to immediately put me into a submissive mode. He told me to get on my knees in front of Master. I did. I was looking directly at Master's crotch in front of all of these people. I was a little embarrassed, but it was starting to melt away. The guy then showed Master how to control me easily by grabbing the back of my head and moving my head around. When he was doing that, I caught a glimpse of Master. He was looking down at me and I could see he was very interested in implementing what he was learning. It was just a quick look, but I could see it and that is all it took. I didn't care where I was... I wanted to feel like that again. That look is what I wanted and pleasing Master is all I cared about. Just typing this is causing the feeling all over again. When he was done, the guy said so, but I stayed there on my knees looking up at Master, waiting for his next command. It felt like I was begging with my eyes to him to control me and command me to do something that would please him. The guy then said see now she is waiting for your next command, she is in a submissive mode. Master told me to get up and I did.
It looked like it was time to wrap up and leave so, with that little bit of advise, Master and I left our first Beat & Greet. We are now learning of more meetings/club dates/munches. I am wondering what they will be like and how more submissive I can be to Master.
Thank you to those who held the event and to those who talked to us and gave us advise.
Thank you for your time and attention, Sir/Ma'am.
Sinfully Red
www.sinfullyred.blogspot.com
BDSMMasterandslave@gmail.com
miércoles, 28 de julio de 2010
Can You Rape the Willing?
Sir/Ma'am,
Yesterday was very intense. Master had been away for a while and to be honest it was hard to get back into our routine and remembering things like saying Master. I don't know why that one is so hard for me.
I had passed my inspection and Master took me to an appointment. When we got back, he mentioned my disrespect and lack of following rules to me. I was concerned but figured a good flogging was in order. That's how he usually handles these things. Nope!
Master ripped my clothes off and raped me. Now they say you can't rape the willing, I disagree. The amount of force he used intimidated me a lot. It was the first time I saw him take punishing me so seriously. It didn't matter if I cried out (as long as the safe word isn't uttered of course, which I didn't) he slammed my pussy hard with his cock. He was beating me while he fucked me very hard. I felt a few tears a couple of times.
Usually if I cry out Master would stop and caress me and calm everything down. This time the cries made it worse! When he was done with me, he told me to use the restroom. I can't remember exactly what happened, cause I was kinda in shock.... but I messed up when I talked to Master. I'm not sure if I had swore, not said Master, looked him in the eye... I really don't remember, because the punishment is all I can remember, that and there are four rules, only four and I better learn them quick!
Master was so pissed, literally! He forced me into the bathtub and made me get on my knees. He told me to open my mouth. I knew what he had planned, he was going to piss in my mouth. This is a borderline issue for me. I understand being pissed on... but in my mouth? I honestly wasn't even turned on, so that wasn't even in the mix for me. I definitely was NOT in subspace at that time. I bawled! I cried and begged him no. He kept telling me to open my mouth, and I kept refusing.
Master tried prying my mouth open, but I was so scared and worried that not letting him do this was my only concern. Master then went and grabbed the dental gag, I fought him and lost (almost lost a tooth too). He had the gag as far open as he could. Tears covered my breasts. Master then began pissing on me, first my chest, then my neck, working his way to my mouth. I swear Master had been saving up two days worth of piss. He just kept going and going. He then pissed on my cheeks and my chin. I kept raising my head as far as I could to keep from getting anything in my mouth. The smell was horrible. I felt a few splatter droplets hit my tongue, but thankfully Master was kind enough not to piss directly in my mouth.
I was covered in this smelly mess, crying. I cried out promises and admissions to stuff, I probably didn't do, but I felt horrible. I was raped and then forcibly pissed on. Then he turn on the shower as cold as can be to "wash" off the piss. It was shear torture. This was his first time for disregard to anything I felt or said. He had a plan/mission and he carried it out without any hesitation. I guess he had already worked it out in his mind what he needed the end result to be, and I think he got it.
After cleaning up properly, I found myself actually respecting him more than I already did. He has shown me to what limits he is willing to go. He has shown that he is NOT going to stray from the goal we set together a while ago. I do know if I said the safe word, he would have stopped, but I can no longer count on him stopping for a few forced tears. He has learned what my true limits are as well. Now that he knows where my real boundaries lie, I think the training will be truly on course. It may not take as long now to be trained enough to know I AM his slave fully.
It's scary and exciting at the same time. Master isn't fucking around anymore, he means it, and I know that I better give a lot more than I have been. This isn't about his follow through anymore, it's about his domination over me, and I better start learning to respect that he is in control.
I am sure some of this comes from the advice that has been shared with Master, as well as him being tired of having to punish me for the same stupid mistakes over and over again. I am definitely hoping that there are subs/slaves out there that can advise me. Those of you who are experienced, I need advise on coping and learning to get those things into my head and not forget to follow those damn rules. I would appreciate any help.
Thank you for your time, advise, and attention, Sir/Ma'am
Sinfully Red
www.sinfullyred.blogspot.com
BDSMMasterandslave@gmail.com
Yesterday was very intense. Master had been away for a while and to be honest it was hard to get back into our routine and remembering things like saying Master. I don't know why that one is so hard for me.
I had passed my inspection and Master took me to an appointment. When we got back, he mentioned my disrespect and lack of following rules to me. I was concerned but figured a good flogging was in order. That's how he usually handles these things. Nope!
Master ripped my clothes off and raped me. Now they say you can't rape the willing, I disagree. The amount of force he used intimidated me a lot. It was the first time I saw him take punishing me so seriously. It didn't matter if I cried out (as long as the safe word isn't uttered of course, which I didn't) he slammed my pussy hard with his cock. He was beating me while he fucked me very hard. I felt a few tears a couple of times.
Usually if I cry out Master would stop and caress me and calm everything down. This time the cries made it worse! When he was done with me, he told me to use the restroom. I can't remember exactly what happened, cause I was kinda in shock.... but I messed up when I talked to Master. I'm not sure if I had swore, not said Master, looked him in the eye... I really don't remember, because the punishment is all I can remember, that and there are four rules, only four and I better learn them quick!
Master was so pissed, literally! He forced me into the bathtub and made me get on my knees. He told me to open my mouth. I knew what he had planned, he was going to piss in my mouth. This is a borderline issue for me. I understand being pissed on... but in my mouth? I honestly wasn't even turned on, so that wasn't even in the mix for me. I definitely was NOT in subspace at that time. I bawled! I cried and begged him no. He kept telling me to open my mouth, and I kept refusing.
Master tried prying my mouth open, but I was so scared and worried that not letting him do this was my only concern. Master then went and grabbed the dental gag, I fought him and lost (almost lost a tooth too). He had the gag as far open as he could. Tears covered my breasts. Master then began pissing on me, first my chest, then my neck, working his way to my mouth. I swear Master had been saving up two days worth of piss. He just kept going and going. He then pissed on my cheeks and my chin. I kept raising my head as far as I could to keep from getting anything in my mouth. The smell was horrible. I felt a few splatter droplets hit my tongue, but thankfully Master was kind enough not to piss directly in my mouth.
I was covered in this smelly mess, crying. I cried out promises and admissions to stuff, I probably didn't do, but I felt horrible. I was raped and then forcibly pissed on. Then he turn on the shower as cold as can be to "wash" off the piss. It was shear torture. This was his first time for disregard to anything I felt or said. He had a plan/mission and he carried it out without any hesitation. I guess he had already worked it out in his mind what he needed the end result to be, and I think he got it.
After cleaning up properly, I found myself actually respecting him more than I already did. He has shown me to what limits he is willing to go. He has shown that he is NOT going to stray from the goal we set together a while ago. I do know if I said the safe word, he would have stopped, but I can no longer count on him stopping for a few forced tears. He has learned what my true limits are as well. Now that he knows where my real boundaries lie, I think the training will be truly on course. It may not take as long now to be trained enough to know I AM his slave fully.
It's scary and exciting at the same time. Master isn't fucking around anymore, he means it, and I know that I better give a lot more than I have been. This isn't about his follow through anymore, it's about his domination over me, and I better start learning to respect that he is in control.
I am sure some of this comes from the advice that has been shared with Master, as well as him being tired of having to punish me for the same stupid mistakes over and over again. I am definitely hoping that there are subs/slaves out there that can advise me. Those of you who are experienced, I need advise on coping and learning to get those things into my head and not forget to follow those damn rules. I would appreciate any help.
Thank you for your time, advise, and attention, Sir/Ma'am
Sinfully Red
www.sinfullyred.blogspot.com
BDSMMasterandslave@gmail.com
martes, 27 de julio de 2010
He's Back!
Sir/Ma'am,
Yesterday my Master came back home! It was nice to have him back, even though I had messed up my legs, and was afraid to show him.
Master greeted me by shoving his cock in my mouth, I was so happy :-). He and I talked about the week, and what things he felt I needed to change. He plans on working on my daily routine, so that I don't have to have reminders, I just know to do it.
Before going to bed, Master put a hood on me, blindfold and tied me down so I couldn't move. He proceeded to torture my breasts and smack me with the paint stick. Master put the dental gag in my mouth, sat on my chest and put his balls in my mouth, as he jacked off. He kept talking to me about him cumming down my throat. I was so wet, I wanted to suck his cock and couldn't! Then he released into my mouth, but I wasn't allowed to swallow. I had to hold his cum in the back of my mouth. (no he didn't take a picture, I wish he had so I could have seen) Then he told me to swallow, and of course I did. He was claiming me back, and I loved it.
He then tortured me with the vibrator, I never was allowed to cum. He then put me on the floor on a dog bed, chained me to the bed, and made me sleep there, like an animal.
This morning when Master woke me up, I sucked on his cock and he came in my mouth and I swallowed. I can't eat unless I swallow him every morning. He pulled up his pants and went out the door for the day. It's good to have Master back. I feel more comfortable now!
Thank you for your time and attention, Sir/Ma'am.
Sinfully Red
www.sinfullyred.blogspot.com
BDSMMasterandslave@gmail.com
Yesterday my Master came back home! It was nice to have him back, even though I had messed up my legs, and was afraid to show him.
Master greeted me by shoving his cock in my mouth, I was so happy :-). He and I talked about the week, and what things he felt I needed to change. He plans on working on my daily routine, so that I don't have to have reminders, I just know to do it.
Before going to bed, Master put a hood on me, blindfold and tied me down so I couldn't move. He proceeded to torture my breasts and smack me with the paint stick. Master put the dental gag in my mouth, sat on my chest and put his balls in my mouth, as he jacked off. He kept talking to me about him cumming down my throat. I was so wet, I wanted to suck his cock and couldn't! Then he released into my mouth, but I wasn't allowed to swallow. I had to hold his cum in the back of my mouth. (no he didn't take a picture, I wish he had so I could have seen) Then he told me to swallow, and of course I did. He was claiming me back, and I loved it.
He then tortured me with the vibrator, I never was allowed to cum. He then put me on the floor on a dog bed, chained me to the bed, and made me sleep there, like an animal.
This morning when Master woke me up, I sucked on his cock and he came in my mouth and I swallowed. I can't eat unless I swallow him every morning. He pulled up his pants and went out the door for the day. It's good to have Master back. I feel more comfortable now!
Thank you for your time and attention, Sir/Ma'am.
Sinfully Red
www.sinfullyred.blogspot.com
BDSMMasterandslave@gmail.com
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