Food Control

This week Master will be experimenting with "Food Control". I need to get healthy, I need to lose weight, and Master has decided I need help with that. He and I have joked that he should "lend" me out to a Master in exchange for him/her paying for my plastic surgery to remove all my hanging skin, from losing 100 pounds a few years ago. LOL!

Master is putting me on a puree/liquid diet. I can only have pureed food or full on liquids. I already can't have carbonated drinks (for health reasons), and that stressed me out when I was told that! I miss my Dr. Pepper and Mt. Dew!!!

Back to the task at hand... food. The lack there of. The need to lose weight. The need to get healthy. The fly in the ointment.... the rest of the house is going to be eating normally. All of the temptations are there! I have to pretend they aren't there!

Master took me shopping, and to my dismay, most pureed type food is sweet (he checks the labels) and mostly fruit or dairy based products. Master walked me to the baby food isle and made me choose the different baby foods I would be eating. When I was finished picking, he then pick what he wanted me to have, ewwwww! He picked some real gross items. We also picked some soup, he was very picky, if it had chunks of food in it, it was a no. We grabbed yogurt and apple sauce as well. I was concerned for savory and protein. I asked for re-fried beans and Master was not agreeing. I was able to beg enough to get one can of re-fried beans.

The next kicker to this... I have to eat my dinner naked, out of a cat dish. I cannot eat with spoons, utensils. Some Master's would have me eat all my food out of the cat dish. Leave a comment for Master to let him know what you think about this.

Next kicker is that once the food has been opened, I have to eat all of it, even if I don't like it. I can't have anything else to eat, until I eat what is in my bowl. This is going to be hard for me. Master bought a lot of veggie baby food, I hate most vegetables.

The last kicker, I don't get to choose what to eat. Master has laid out what I can have to eat. Today I am allowed (coffee, tea, water, lemonade to drink) Creme of Wheat for breakfast, a yogurt for lunch, applesauce for snack, and he will determine dinner after I pass inspection and all my chores/homework is completed and looked over.

So, how do I feel about this. I have mixed feelings. I want to eat what I want to eat. However, in doing so, I gained 30 pounds after my huge weight loss. I am going to miss crunch! Sometimes you just have to have that crunch. Mush for a week is not getting me excited! I know I need to lose the weight and get healthy again. I know that I need help in doing so. I also know that Master is using this tool for other purposes as well. I'm still being trained. I'm very willful, which means harsher tasks and punishments.

Eating my dinner with no utensils, out of a cat dish... well I have already eaten cum out of that dish. As long as it's not cat food, and it's still people food, I think I can handle it. I can see eating out of the cat dish can actually be a help to me. Do I want to leave to the bedroom to eat, alone? Do I want to eat what Master says I will need to eat if I am hungry? Do I want to eat out of the cat dish? Maybe, this will cause me to eat, only when I truly am hungry. Maybe this is a good training tool. If I am truly hungry, I will eat the veggies. If I am truly hungry, I will endure the loneliness (no eating in front of the TV). If I am truly hungry, I won't care what kind of dish it is in.

I know once we really get started (just had bfast), I will be blogging more about this week long journey in Food Control. Master says he may make this a month long task, depending on how I am health wise and weight wise.

Have any of you had to endure Food Control? How did you do? Were you successful. Masters are there any suggestions you have?

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Thank you Sirs & Ma'ams for your time and attention.

Sinfully Red