Saturday was the start of the intense training of my slave. Up until this point I was using mostly discipline to illicit the proper responses from my slave. Discipline is a good tool to use when you are training a slave but it is not the only thing that can be used. Today was the day we introduced degradation, humiliation and verbal reinforcement of what I expect out of my slave almost to the point of “brainwashing”.
Some of the goals I was working on with my slave are for her to stop swearing during our training sessions. Keep a proper eye line, proper decorum, and to continue to call me Master and not to forget, and to be able to appreciate my cum when it is given to her.
The day started off with some painful discipline light at first, didn’t want to break my precious slave right off the bat. This was to set the stage for what was to come during the day. I had the Training Of O on the screen for her to stare at with proper eye line while I brandished my riding crop. She is coming along very nicely with the proper eye line but every once in awhile she will turn towards me to look at me. Every time she looked at me she would get beat harder for her to remember to keep a proper eye line. By the end of the evening she was keeping a straight eye line. Areas I like to strike are the buttocks, thighs, and the breasts.
Now was the time to step up the game with humiliation. We went to the bathroom and gave her a proper enema. She has gotten use to a small portion but this was the second time I inserted a full bottles worth. She was able to hold it but she needs to work on self control, she wasn’t able to hold it very long. Once that was done I left her in peace but next time we will work on the embarrassment part and I will be with her the whole time.
Now that she was thoroughly cleaned out we proceeded to the wrapping up in saran wrap. This is the portion of the evening we work on humiliation along with “brainwashing”. I attached some E-stim electrodes to her pussy and ass and had her listen to a voice recording of me instructing her that pain is pleasure, I am in control, and she wants my cock and cum. This is where we train her to enjoy my cum. Once she was wrapped up I commenced with the pain portion which she is doing remarkably well with the E-stim. About half way through of the torture I inserted the dental gag we bought to keep her mouth wide open to accept my cum. She needed to pee and asked to pee and I told her she wasn’t through with the scene and she peed herself thus the humiliation. Than I came in her mouth for her to accept and she could do nothing but have it on the back of her tongue and swallow it.
Once I let her out I degraded her for peeing herself and that is when the tears came of the embarrassment. She is learning to overcome her embarrassment and accept her place in this relationship. I took her to the shower and pissed on her as well. She is learning quite fast to accept my piss on her. She isn’t complaining about it. She needs to start to learn to ask for it and enjoy it like a good slave should.
She was now cleaned up not to soil my bed I laid her down on her stomach and tied her to the bed. She has never complained about being tied down and in fact she loves it. Well tonight she wouldn’t this time. The intensity of the pain I inflicted her on was more than she has endured before. I thought she was to the point of accepting it but she wasn’t quite there. She needs to learn to accept more pain in her training. My slave did endure a lot so I have to give her some credit also she refrained from any swearing which is always good practice. I give her an A for that.
Things we will be working on in the future are more humiliation and degradation of this slave. Any ideas would be appreciated. We also need to work on performing in a somewhat public setting. I don’t mean out in the real world but at a BDSM party. She needs to overcome her fear of being naked in front of other people. She does have a self image issue but she needs to learn that it isn’t about what she feels about her looks but what she feels about serving her Master.
Master Will
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