The Love of Swallowing Cum

Sir/Ma'am,

I am writing today to talk about the love/want/need to have my Master's cum.

Over the last weekend, I have learned to appreciate the great gift of my Master's cum. Before this weekend, I had no problem sucking cock, I did have a problem with cum in my mouth and swallowing it. I was great at the great porn star move of letting a little get in my mouth and then pushing it out between my lips to look as though he had filled my mouth so full it was coming out on it's own. I would then lick the back of my hand to get the taste off of my tongue.

To me, cum was a nasty taste. Very rarely was cum in my mouth ever tolerable, let alone a wanted thing. We had even tried having Master eat specific foods to make the taste good enough for me to at least try to swallow... but it just wasn't happening.

Just as I had learned to make pain something pleasurable (which it is), I have learned to make eating my Master's cum, an amazing experience. I learned that it has nothing to do with the taste. Your mind decides what tastes good and what doesn't. If you change your attitude, you change how you think and feel about it.

A man's cum is special. A woman can cum numerous times in a row. Where as most men cannot. So when a man cums, it may be a while before he can do so again. It is precious, special and not to be wasted. Master could cum right away, enjoy his orgasm and be on his way. However, he holds out so that I can be trained, punished, tested, enjoy what is being done to me. How dare I insult him by spitting out something he himself has withheld for my benefit. It would be disrespectful not to thank him properly for worrying/caring about me enough to hold out.

I love and respect my Master. I would do anything for him, so why was this such a barrier, it shouldn't be. If I love Master, do I not love every part of him? If it is okay for his cum to touch my lips, why is it not okay to have against my tongue and down my throat? Why create such a foolish barrier to enjoyment for myself and my Master?

I have learned to enjoy the entire experience. I no longer think, will it be salty? Will it be thick? I now think about how much Master has put into my training. How much attention he has given me. How many orgasms he has allowed me to have. Swallowing him, will show him how much I appreciate all he has done for me. It will show him that I want to serve him to the very best of my ability and give him the pleasure/joy/attention he needs/deserves. I could never swallow enough cum to give Master what he deserves.

There is a deep inside need for me to please Master. That includes giving him one of his most treasured joys. It took me some practice. First, his cock way down my throat so that I can swallow him without it touching my tongue. Then his cumming in my mouth and quickly swallowing as fast as I can. Then is was his cumming in my mouth with the dental gag. I actually let it sit in the back of my throat without swallowing, enjoying the fact that he gave me this wonderful gift. Now I can even suck it off of him afterwards. The more I do it, and the more importance I give to it, the easier it becomes.

It is important for Master to see the respect and gratitude I have for all he is providing for me. My heart actually jumps when I think of him cumming in my mouth. I love my dental gag and letting it sit in my mouth, waiting to swallow. I get turned on thinking of swallowing his cum, I mean I actually get wet and turned on now. I hope in the future to be able to cum just by swallowing Master's cum! That is a personal goal of mine that I hadn't shared with Master, but I guess he knows now!! LOL!!!

The mind can set barriers to happiness, but it can also open the flood gates and finally allow the chemistry of a relationship and the excitement of the moment to bring in new possibilities of pleasure into life.

So, I apologize to all the Cum Whores out there. I have judged you harshly. It was not my place to judge you, nor did I ever try to understand your love/need for cum. I get it now. I only hope to expand myself in this way for other items I have barriers for in my life.

Master, I thank you for caring so much about me. I thank you for the attention and consideration for my pleasure. Thank you for sharing such a precious gift with me. I will now and forever respect your need to cum and will not allow it to be wasted, as I had in the past. Please forgive me and allow me to continue to show you the respect and love I have for you.

Thank you for your time and attention Sir/Ma'am.

Sinfully Red
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