Thursday, August 12, 2010

Pain In The Ass???

Sir/Ma'am,

Sorry for the lack of blogs lately. One, Master and I have had some major breakthroughs so wanted to take it easy, two, we have both been a little under the weather.

I had briefly mentioned the breakthrough regarding my ass. Master and I have always wanted to explore him fucking my ass. I have IBS/Spastic Colon and other issues that complicate this. We have tried butt plugs and anal hooks with great success, but they were thin and weren't moving back and forth.

I have been trying and trying to relax and be able to take larger plugs and try to deal with the movement. Master has been in my ass 3 times before this in the 18 + years we have been together, so my track record is pretty much nil.

This time, however, we did things a little different. 1st Master put the tens unit on my ass, after 15 minutes on 60, it was tingly and I took the plug much easier than normal. Then Master was pushing on the plug, it kinda hurt, so I showed him how to rock the plug. That felt good. Instead of the in and out motion, it was slowly rocking.

Master got a good rhythm going and then started pulling it out and putting it back in with the same slow deliberate motion. It was feeling awesome! Master pulled the plug out and I got nervous and tensed up. I felt him try, and I felt my ass get tighter and unwilling.

Master kept trying to get me to relax, then he pushed himself into my ass. I was whining and whimpering... Master didn't move, he just waited for me and my ass to relax. Once I relaxed he started fucking me with a rocking motion. It was amazing, I loved it. I was so happy to finally give this to Master, and just in time for his birthday too!

Master was impressed and happy with my overcoming the stress and the medical issues that were preventing him from enjoying this one thing. Master continued to fuck me until he added a vibrator and I popped! Master was so pleased that I got to sleep in bed with him that night.

I have been trying non-stop for the last year to be able to provide Master with this gift. Finally we have found our first step into it. Eventually I think Master will be able to be a little more aggressive in movement in my ass. I love that he respects and cares for me enough to take it slow and not force himself on me. It shows great restraint on his part and definitely bonds us together stronger.

Master said that NO ONE is to have my ass but him... that includes touching, toys, and fucking. I am happy about that. It's kinda a safety zone and a way to keep that bond going. Master truly respects and understands my needs and I respect him in return.

That's really what this lifestyle is all about, trust and respect. If you have that, then any little obstacles or issues are nothing. You will get through them together. I totally trust and respect him and he totally respects and trusts me. Even though we had some hiccups, I think we definitely found the right person to have in our lives.

I love you Master! Thank you for your patience and understanding. Thank you for making something painful in the past be something wonderful that I will only ever share with you!

Thank you for your time and attention, Sir/Ma'am.

sinfully red
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