My First Beat & Greet!

Sir/Ma'am,

I attended my first Beat & Greet this last Friday!!! I have been to a fetish club with Master before, so I was kinda expecting that. However, the BDSM scene isn't as forward in San Diego, as it is in Los Angeles.

We drove to the location it was being held. It wasn't too hard to know where because we saw people outside the door that we were pretty sure going to the same place we were. Master and I wore all black, so that no matter what everyone else was wearing we would fit in LOL!

We went through the door person (keeping track of how many, only 50 people at a time). We went up the elevator to the door. Master and I looked at each other and he opened the door. Wow, very very tiny! It was a flat turned into a nice little BDSM retreat. We filled out the paperwork and started to walk around. We saw the cross and many different floggers/whips. We saw many spanking/punishment furniture. We saw a cage with the padding on top. There were restraints, paddles and such along the wall.

There was a medical scene there with an exam table, a dentist chair and many many medical toys. Then the furthest room had a place to do knot work, and suspension. We sat there most of the night.

After we sat down, a gal and her two friends came into the area. The gal started practicing particular restraint knots and then more detailed knots. She answered some questions and took volunteers. My pussy was very wet at the time and I so wanted to volunteer, but Master hadn't given me permission to be vocal. At one point the gals needed some help with working the pulley. Master jumped in to help. He was now part of the scene and I could feel my pussy lips swell, I even felt a little woozy. He pulled on that chain and made that gal straighten up and become unable to move. I was so turned on. I don't know if it was because he could do that to me, or that Master was in a scene with others. I have thought about it and still am unsure.

There was a gal who seemed to need an awful lot of attention. She seemed to want everything done to her. So it got a little too focused about her than learning new knots. Master and I decided to look around. We saw a gal who was bent over in a spanking position where about 5 different people were touching her. I was amazed at how open everyone was. Some people stay clothed while playing and some were naked. They were comfortable with their bodies. I mean this wasn't a model shoot for Taboo or anything. There were all types of bodies, attitudes, personalities, etc. For the most part everyone seemed to be comfortable with their bodies, except for me. I wanted to participate a little, but was ok with Master not engaging us in any play, because I was uncomfortable with how I would look.

I was not the shortest, fattest, most pale, etc... yet I thought these people, all of them, would think I was ugly, unattractive, wishing I would put my clothes back on. So I am glad we didn't take them off to begin with.

For a while we sat on this padded ottoman that obviously double as some kind of kink play area. There we watched a friend we had made on Fetlife show a couple of people the different types of floggers and how they feel when used correctly.

After a while we ended up over near the cage. Master ended up sitting on it for a while. The all of a sudden a few people shove this girl in the cage under him. Master and I were interested. I kept looking down at the cage and she kept showing her crotch. Master got down to have a look. Master and I wish we had a bigger place so we could have a cage. Seeing it being used seemed to increase that wish.

My feet were sore in my boots, so Master lifted me up onto the cage. The whole time we were there we really didn't interact/talk to too many people, and Master was there to get advise and share. He finally heard a conversation that gave him the open door. He introduced himself to this guy. Next thing I know the guy introduces himself to me and begins to talk about how to make this lifestyle 24/7. He was in a committed relationship and they are 24/7.

While talking to Master he wanted to show him how to immediately put me into a submissive mode. He told me to get on my knees in front of Master. I did. I was looking directly at Master's crotch in front of all of these people. I was a little embarrassed, but it was starting to melt away. The guy then showed Master how to control me easily by grabbing the back of my head and moving my head around. When he was doing that, I caught a glimpse of Master. He was looking down at me and I could see he was very interested in implementing what he was learning. It was just a quick look, but I could see it and that is all it took. I didn't care where I was... I wanted to feel like that again. That look is what I wanted and pleasing Master is all I cared about. Just typing this is causing the feeling all over again. When he was done, the guy said so, but I stayed there on my knees looking up at Master, waiting for his next command. It felt like I was begging with my eyes to him to control me and command me to do something that would please him. The guy then said see now she is waiting for your next command, she is in a submissive mode. Master told me to get up and I did.

It looked like it was time to wrap up and leave so, with that little bit of advise, Master and I left our first Beat & Greet. We are now learning of more meetings/club dates/munches. I am wondering what they will be like and how more submissive I can be to Master.

Thank you to those who held the event and to those who talked to us and gave us advise.

Thank you for your time and attention, Sir/Ma'am.

Sinfully Red
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