Sir/Ma'am,
I really don't feel like sharing today. I am in a total mental and physical funk. I am not sure how I got to this point. It is definitely the cause of more than one thing, I would think. Sleep was horrible, uncomfortable, barely there. I woke up just not happy at all. I wanted to just go back to sleep and hope to not wake up for a couple of days.
I suppose some of it has to do with Master not being here last night, but I don't think that is the main reason, because I was in my routine and I was doing well. Perhaps it's because I forgot my medicine last night. Perhaps it's the fact that I don't want to meet a friend for coffee today. I am not sure. My mind is not clear and usually I can figure out how I get where I am at and all I see is a gray fog that seems to be growing. It reminds me of the "Nothing". Now we will see people's age/geek factor to that reference!
So until I find a name... I guess this fog will just keep growing. I pray for the safety and sanity of those around me as I try to figure my way out of this one.
Thank you for your time and attention, Sir/Ma'am.
sinfully red
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